Been moody lately. Probably due to stress studies. I was back to myself the moment my Semester 2 ended. But the damage it made would probably never make things the same way again.
Yesterday, I observed how his facial expression seem moody. And so I accidentally asked the infamous taboo question that the Liew family hates. "Why do you look so moody?" I suddenly gain back the same reply that I had given my friends during the Semester 2. And the reaction really brought up a memory. Sensitive.
And I thought to myself one moment, thinking how familiar all this could be? Only to realize one day later while going through my inbox messages about how irrational I had behaved towards my friends? I've been thinking nothing but impure thoughts about them. When by right their response were always genuine.
But that didn't end up in a misunderstanding like it had happened before. Thank God for this pure blessing.
Swee Sing never show contempt. She only showed concern. Her last message was warm enough for me to know she safely reach home. Fong Ling was everything but selfish. And Ming Key was doing the little caring she could ever give from the bottom of her heart. My girls are like my sisters. And Ni King have always been the brotherly figure to us. The best gift they have ever given to me, is the chance to develop my personality and character.
I now show nothing but excitement for our 3 days 2 nights Genting trip in a luxurious resort hotel.
Bless these souls, what could my heart ever feel if I ever lost any of them in my life? I'll be doing some change in my room to remind the warmness. Going to post pictures on them on my wall. For real.
In the process of reading my blog. Somehow I'm doing some self-reflection of the past.
