It wouldn't hurt that bad to try now, right?
You are cooperative and rarely allow your ego to get in the way of progress toward the collective goals you believe in.
Okay, that sounded modest.
You take all kinds of responsibilities very seriously. You can be depended on to do the best job you can. Obligations to others, and a sense of duty, tend to dominate your thinking and choices in life. It is possible that your life could become so bound up with the lives of others that it may be difficult for you to say where your self-interest begins and obligation to others ends.
That just so happened in my life! I'm not here to nurse people now aren't I?
Because you are so polite and hesitant to speak your true feelings, you tend to give in to others more often than may be necessary or even reasonable.
I do that way too often and get walked over. Doesn't that just scream of stupidity? Well, after being bitch slap often by my mentor, I guess I'm learning to say things out from my mind frankly.
You do have a tendency to form partnerships with rather strong individuals. The actual power dynamics of these relationships may not be clear on the surface, but underneath there is usually a good deal of psychological manipulation, probably by both parties.
Manipulation? Oh really...
You intuitively know that life is a mystery and you probably learned early on that only faith can carry you beyond the limits of your understanding. Traditional religion or philosophy appeals to you and can guide you through life and give it meaning. You often experience life as a personal sacrifice of some sort, and your ideas and beliefs give your sacrifices and sense of obligation to the community meaning.
So now I'm a piece of meat to be sacrifice with? How come I'm not the one happy here?
Intellectually, you are conservative, or at least lean in that direction. Once you become attached to a set of ideas and beliefs, you stay with them for life.
A.K.A Miss Sacrifical-Modest-Piece-of-Meat likes to keep quiet during show and tell unless it interest her...
There may a noticeably materialistic streak in you. You invest your money carefully, often in real estate, and use it wisely. You are not known to be a great risk taker, except maybe on political issues, and you prefer a life of domestic security to that of adventure.
Now who wouldn't? I'll like to live my life fully knowing I have money running for me...right after I get my chance to explore the world...
The actual experience of death, personal, in the family or with a close friend, may have left a strong mark on you. Talking about such experiences is difficult for you and you prefer to avoid the subject.
Err...
Because of this tendency to keep strong emotional experiences to yourself, you are often regarded by others as somewhat distant and even remote.
Well, I don't really have reason to wallow in pity infront of people now don't I? But I had my moments...
Beneath your surface personality you have a strong need for attention and recognition. You feel creatively alive and seek outlets for this energy. You are probably a leader of sorts, and one with some charisma. Others admire you for your confidence and willingness to take a stand. You are probably a very creative person, but you also tend to be quite opportunistic. You do have high standards and are probably an influential person in your community or family.
So basically people go for creative sacrifical leaders who practices moderation and enjoys manipulative friendships? This is damn fucked up... it's all about publicity!
And this is why I don't like doing all these voodoo spells thingamagic. They just rub into ya in some way that's just screaming, "PAY ME AND I'LL TELL YOU MORE!"
Wednesday, November 18
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