I've changed my mind, I want to have at least 5 children

My mind's going insane at the moment. Maybe I'm just not strong enough to stand up or I'm just born to be walked all over by everyone. And I can't be the one that gets the saying out of this? What is this, Hitler's comeback or something?

Have to face my dad's sour face really is a pain. Plus I just signed a silent agreement to cook breakfast from now and sweep the floor and mop the floor, HOLD ON. IT'S NOT MY JOB OKAY? ASK BROTHER TO DO IT. I HAD MY SHARE. And do the laundry, BLAH BLAH BLAH. I HAVE BAD MOOD IN THE MORNING; that's why I don't wake up early or I'll be screaming bloody murder at everyone.

I need a butter cookie ;__;...